The Demons of Cyberspace

••••••••••• Saturday, July 23, 2005 7:20:30 PM Pacific/Honolulu •••••••••••


Begin forwarded message:

From: "NINA"
Date: July 23, 2005
To: peter@creativity.net
Subject: Re: Time to just be.

Peter:

It's so nice to get a "human' e-mail from you!

I know what you mean about needing intimate friends on the physical plane.

I also want to have my "family" around me.A group of people on my wave-length.At least being able to share my feelings so openly is a good thing.I hope we can continue to speak with each other like this.

Thanks for being there.

Nina.




>From: Peter Rosen
>To: "NINA SPITZER"
>Subject: Re: Time to just be.
>Date: Fri, 22 Jul 2005
>
>Nina,
>
> I wouldn't know what to do with my self without a computer nearby.
> I have for better or worse, become an extension of it and visa
>versa. The expression of most of my creativity depends on it.
>However you may be right, that its time to take a trip. I could
>never travel with out my little guitar and computer however. Thats
>like asking a man to leave his wife home before he embarks on an
>extended journey.
>
>After spending so much of my life chasing my dreams to the demise of
> "traditional" friendships, I find I am deeply needing to play with
> physical people on my path... too bad they are spread all over the
> planet and have their own lives and dreams.
>
>I am hanging in. I noticed you have psychology training. I think I
>need some deep therapy. I went back thru mails and saw your
>resume and the image of you with chinese kids. Now I have your
>image in consciousness again.
>
>I hope your travels are going well?
>
>Peace is easier said than done,
>peter
>
>
>

Off to Little Beach for Sunday's Naked Jam Session

        
••••••••••• Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:07:41 AM Pacific/Honolulu •••••••••••

I stayed in most of Sunday until it was time to go to Little Beach. I brought my video camera and still film camera to hopefully do some spirit body photos with fireworks. I got some cools images of a bubble blower making huge orbs. Here is one:

I wonder if it will resolve once I upload it to the server? Here is a still from the same day to see if that works:

I have been so stuck on learning about new stuff thank to the web that real physical life pales by comparison. I fear that I am going off the deep end when it comes to human relations... I don't have very good relations with anyone on a regular basis. I am too addicted to creating with the computer.

I love helping people use their computers, I think I make a special promotion for the making of a web site with images from their camera.


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Perhaps I'm a crazy person? I am certainly not normal. I am not driven by my sex drive to seek out and fu'k women when ever possible. I am not prone to participate in (and in fact am turned off by) men's normal sexist conquest based conversation, sparked by every passing beauty. That has served to distance me from quite a few men friends.

I have managed to desensitize myself (for better or worse) to the come on of woman's physicality and allure via style. In other words, scantily clad women on the streets of a hot new york summer will turn every mans head within 50 feet. There was so much distraction growing up there, that it actually helped me to look within... as did the break up of my parents and early days of Culturalization in a world on the verge of tremendous change thanks to technology and greed, lust, envy and the rest of what has led us away from being in tune with NATURE.

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